It's my first Christmas holiday to spend in Au.What have I done?Let me list:

1.Woke up at 2:00 p.m.

2.Turned on my laptop and loged in MSN and QQ.

3.Sit at the table and read online novels.

4.Cooked 4 packs of 泡面 as my dinner.

5.I felt so bored that I had to go out and walk around.

6.Finally,I went out at 7:30 and walk in Rundle Mall for 1 hour. (Note.There were nobody there.)

7.Went home and took a bath.

8.Felt bored again.....

OK,I admit that I am not positive in my life.I feel bored all the times.So I don't want to be active.

Even if some classmates ask me to go out with them,I really have no interest in it.So I hardly go out

with them.Actually,I don't know what happens to me.Make me feel frustrated disappointed and slouchy.

You know what,I prefer going to library to doing anything else.It's incredible!!!The active pancake is gone!

What the hell is going on with me!?

At the end,I want to say thanks to all my friends,especially Serene.Thank you very much for your help on improving my English.Of course,you help me a lot on other things.I hope we can be friends for a long time.

Holiday with no money and friends is equal to nothing!

 

今晚很无聊的跟LP吵架了，然后我决定跟老婆分开一个月，让大家都冷静冷静一下。

  来了澳洲以后的确很无聊，的确很寂寞，但是我从来没有想过这一点，今晚我做这个决定，虽然很大程度上是出于冲动，

但是我想，也许，我跟LP之间相处的方式是应该做出相应的改变了。

  以前就算在深圳的时候，虽然也是异地恋，但是每天都打电话，而且身边的环境并不会让我有寂寞的感觉。来了澳洲以

后，每天打电话是不可能了，再加上环境恶劣，我自己连吃饭都经常要省，就已经让我心烦的很了，再加上思念，的确是

够折磨我的了。这次分开，我现在想想，也许的确实必要的。至少，我应该学会怎么样控制自己的思念，让自己更好的适

应一下这边的生活环境。实话说，我是那种不想让身边的人受苦的人，今天LP说她小心翼翼的迁就我的时候，我真的很沮

丧，我努力了半天希望就是不希望别人去迁就我，结果到最后，LP却如此的辛苦，真TM的不明白还在一起的意义是什么。

  不过话说回来，我们在一起实在太不容易了，无论如何，放弃这段感情我是做不到的了，只寄希望于我能不要太敏感，

并且学会忍受思念，忍受孤独吧。

In order to improve my English,so I decided to use English to write my blog.

I have moved out for 2 weeks.Everything is ok.I find my subjects easy to deal with.So I don't pay much attention on my study.

But what can i do in my spare time?

Actually,I have no idea what I can do.I have three days off every week.I always go to Barr Smith Library or State Library to waste my time.

If I don't go there,I don't konw what I can do.Life in Australia is so tough and boring.Therefore,I feel deeply lonely sometimes.It's impossible for me to make friend with local people.Even I can't make friends with my classmates.I think it is the biggest problem in my life here.Eventually,I know the strongest enemy is myself.If I can't handle this big problem,my life will be even worse.

Originally,I thought my life will be nice in Australia,since my parents can not supervise me any more.Although I never be homesick,another more serious problem comes out-the loneliness.

I don't know how to explain my feeling.Anyway,loneliness may ruin me if I can't adapt to this environment.

I will have my Chiristmas holiday from tomorrow to 2nd January.What can I do in these days?Finally,maybe I will be just at home,and sleep all day long.

ok,end up here.I hate using English.

我同样诅咒发明这个游戏的人天天被点100道题的名!!!

喜讯频传

自昨日决定搬家以来，今天不仅找到一个比较理想的房子，而且，我在厕所里面也可以很成功，很顺利地解决大问题了。这真是振奋人心的好消息啊～

来到Adelaide一个半月了，看来我终于开始适应这边的水土了。今天在厕所里面顺利进行大工程就足以说明问题。要知道我这40多天都是在便秘－拉肚子－便秘－拉肚子这样的循环中进行排泄工作的。幸好今天我解放了。这种雀跃的心情真是难以用笔墨来形容。

昨天开始，这边的大人不让我用电话了。他告诉我，他不喜欢别人用座机＋电话卡打电话。我就无语了。不过我本来还在考虑的搬家问题也马上被提上了行程表。要知道，没有Air condition,没有ADSL，没有TV这样的生活我虽然觉得非常难受，但是还是还可以坚持。但是就连电话也没了了，我就真的无法接受了。也好，现在终于有了决心和动力去搬家。说实话，我的心情也仿佛好了很多。我本来就对这种没有Entertainment的生活产生了厌倦。正好现在可以改变一下。

这个semester已经过去一半了。虽说学的东西很简单，但是我也该好好地温习还有好好的考虑Essay的时候了。

2006-11-30

 

 

失眠小记

今天，我没课，所以去看了房子。房间虽然很小，环境虽然一般，但是我还是决定搬。兴高采烈的告诉房东说我准备搬，然后被告知明天还有人来看，所以周日再通知我…然后我就郁闷地去了immigration building办我的working visa，然后再去图书馆，然后出图书馆的时候碰到几个classmate就一起坐下来聊了一个多小时，然后回家，然后吃饭，然后洗衣服，然后回房，然后无聊，然后到10点钟我就上床了…然后现在失眠…

在床上翻来覆去睡不着，总觉得缺了点什么似的。最后终于想到，原来是因为今天我没有打电话给老婆啦。被Cut掉电话以后，我的生活彻底地失去了Entertainment。我不知道如何描述我现在的心情，Angry?disappointed?frustrated?Maybe I have all of them.沮丧这个词语基本上很少出现在我的字典里。但是这次我真的有点沮丧的感觉。寄人篱下，不得不低头，想不沮丧有可能吗？这种完全无法把握生活节奏和规律的感觉，真的很让我沮丧。我曾经一度认为这是无聊。现在想想，无聊的人不会一周失眠4次，无聊的人不会在一个月内瘦8kg…

来了澳洲以后，我总觉得生活缺少一种乐趣和激情。因为这边的闲散生活，因为我住这里没有娱乐设备，因为我住这里的交通不便…总总这些加起来，让我从生理到心里都有了一种难得的紊乱。在国内，无论跟父母怎么吵架，我绝对睡得着觉，无论心里怎么不爽，我一觉起来都会觉得心情畅快。在这里，我根本做不到这点。无论睡的着还是睡不着，我每天的心情都像粑粑一样，甚至还有一种与世隔绝的心理。对于生活的恐慌不知不觉地就来到了我的身边，于是抓住机会就跟别人大聊特聊。这是一种什么心态我不知道，这么做的意义我觉得只是为了让我自己能知道我不是孤单的，我身边还有人的。可悲的是，这一切都是useless。

好像来了澳洲以后就很少写一些很向上的东西。总是在抱怨这抱怨那。我就来说点好的事情。我现在70KG，来之前世78KG，整整8kg没了，我准备再瘦5～10kg就不瘦下去了。恢复初中年代的小肚腩加小帅哥就可以了。^_^～也许这也是一种阿Q的精神吧。在这里，如果你没有点阿Q精神，那么你就会很难受。我不就是一典型吗？

说过拉和撒，现在来说说吃跟喝。吃我现在每天基本只吃一餐，那就是晚餐。早餐全免，中餐就最多半包饼干，晚餐就吃他们做的东西。说实话，我连一点做饭的心情都没有了。知道吗？当这位老先生告知我不让我打电话以后，我就有种坐牢等死的感觉了。说起来有点夸张，但是当你在这种环境中生活的时候你就知道了。每天没有早餐中餐的保证，在外面吃嫌贵，晚餐总是剩饭剩菜，让你根本没心情吃东西，周末没车出门，每天你稍微出房门活动一下那两只鸟狗都会叫个不停，生活中没有entertaiment，学校里面学的基本都是你以前学过的东西，要不然就是巨简单的东西，语言无法跟本地人交流…这种生活不是等死是什么？！我就像生活在一个孤岛上面一样，彻底地与世隔绝了，而且还要看人脸色过日子，生怕哪里做的不好弄得别人不高兴，生怕弄出一丁点声响，所以进了房间就懒的出来，也因为怕吵到老人家睡觉，我长期晚上就不去主房拿水喝，不去洗澡…这TMD还能算是生活吗？！生活就是这样的单调乏味，这样的不由自主，这样的莫明其妙吗？！

越说越气，也就越来越清醒了。算了，隔着玻璃看看外面的星空和月亮就这么看一晚上吧。不过还要穿多点，我估计现在也就20度左右。

2006-12-1

 

Liberation

It’s the first time that I write Blog in English.I just want to practise my English.After all,I can hardly use English in my life.

The date which I will move out of the hill is vilidated.I will move to Black Forest next Saturday on 9 December.And I will live with a Chinese couple at least for the rest of this semester.It means I can lead a free and much more happier life from my movement.Of course,I can serve the Internet at home and I can make phone calls again.Eventually,I can use QQ and Msn after 2 months.Haha~

The day before yesterday,an Australian old man talked to me when I am on a bus.He kept talking to me and I kept perspiring…Actually,I couldn’t hear the words he said clearly.Thus my response to his questions was just saying yes…Terrible bus tour…If this kind of old man/woman keep appearing,I may not take a bus again…Joking~

Singarlish is difficult to understand.For it is mixed with English,Chinese,Cantonese and Malaysia languages.Although the people who come from Singarpor can speak many languages,I can hardly understand them,even in Chinese.Their tones are really strange.

As a matter of fact,to write a blog in English is absolutely a adversity for me.So finished here la~.Maybe I should know some locals here.But it’s a difficult job for international students,even if you are from mainland China.